The Red Stain at Dawn

I slept with my ex-wife again on a business trip, and at dawn, a red stain on the sheet left me breathless.

A month later, a call from a hospital in Miami made me realize that night hadn’t been a mistake—but the beginning of something much darker.

It’s still hard for me to tell this without my throat closing up.

I hadn’t seen Sarah in almost three years, since the divorce.

 

We didn’t end things over infidelity or a scandal. Our relationship died slowly, amidst meetings, exhaustion, stupid fights, and increasingly longer silences.

One day we signed the papers, shook hands almost like strangers, and went our separate ways.

I stayed in Chicago, up to my neck in a construction company.

Sarah moved away.

At first, she went to Atlanta. Then I heard through mutual friends that she’d taken a consulting job that required constant travel. After that, I stopped asking.