I Never Told My Wife About Margaret

I never told my wife about Margaret.

That summer of 1962, the world felt endless and ours alone.

We were both eighteen, barefoot and sunburned,

laughing under the striped awning of the ice cream shop on Lake Street.

Margaret scooped double scoops of strawberry with a wink that made my knees weak.

I fell hard and fast, the kind of love that rewrites your future in a single glance.

Every evening I walked her home, promising the moon and stars. Then autumn came, and with it, my draft notice.

I enlisted, kissed her goodbye at the bus station, and swore I’d come back for her.

 

From the humid jungles and distant bases overseas, I poured my soul into fourteen letters.

I described the fear, the boredom, the dreams of her smile waiting for me.

Not one came back marked “undeliverable.”

They simply returned unopened,

like small white ghosts of everything I had lost.